好像在我眼中从来就没什么好事发生过。
于是，今天体育考试中的种种状况让我无法不释怀。仰卧起坐是不该那么差的。头还两次重重地磕到了地板上，疼。
Then, GP presentation proved to me again what I fool I am. I don't know the problem. I just couldn't speak fluently in continuous sentences, I just kept making mistakes and was seriously stuck many times. The tragic ended with my GP tutor demanding me to stop my presentation and leave my video away. I am so disgusting that even my teacher can't bear me.
There's always something worse. What I can't get off my mind is my inability. Already I am disgusting, then, to make the fact more horrible, I am an idiot. I've been in Singapore two years and I can't even make a presentation. In my secondary school at least I could read from slides smoothly. Now I've become so stupid that I can't even read the points out. I'm always stuck. I'm constantly stopping.
What else can I do? Is there anything I have that can make me proud of myself? None. I can't even make a confident presentation. Whatever I do simply makes me an fucking idiot.
头疼，心也疼
Then, GP presentation proved to me again what I fool I am. I don't know the problem. I just couldn't speak fluently in continuous sentences, I just kept making mistakes and was seriously stuck many times. The tragic ended with my GP tutor demanding me to stop my presentation and leave my video away. I am so disgusting that even my teacher can't bear me.
There's always something worse. What I can't get off my mind is my inability. Already I am disgusting, then, to make the fact more horrible, I am an idiot. I've been in Singapore two years and I can't even make a presentation. In my secondary school at least I could read from slides smoothly. Now I've become so stupid that I can't even read the points out. I'm always stuck. I'm constantly stopping.
What else can I do? Is there anything I have that can make me proud of myself? None. I can't even make a confident presentation. Whatever I do simply makes me an fucking idiot.
头疼，心也疼
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