16 Apr 2010
14 Apr 2010
Not a happy time
I have no job, neither do I have any offer. Everyday I just stay home, eat and sleep. I called mum just now and cried. I did not know why. All my problems are created by myself.
I have no idea what my future will be like. I know I will work harder, though. After being rejected by lots of companies, I see where I stand. I have neither fabulous experience nor stellar grade. I see people around me getting great offers but I myself am stuck here and I still have to go to that NTU interview and write a piece of essay about my ambition, while my real dream is to become a counselling psychologist.
Fear of the unknown, again. It's purely ridiculous. I have the will to work hard so why fear? But I can't control my feelings.
Midnight again. Continue tomorrow.
I have no idea what my future will be like. I know I will work harder, though. After being rejected by lots of companies, I see where I stand. I have neither fabulous experience nor stellar grade. I see people around me getting great offers but I myself am stuck here and I still have to go to that NTU interview and write a piece of essay about my ambition, while my real dream is to become a counselling psychologist.
Fear of the unknown, again. It's purely ridiculous. I have the will to work hard so why fear? But I can't control my feelings.
Midnight again. Continue tomorrow.
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